Where Have I Been??
Some of you may be wondering where have I been recently, my blogging is lacking some love and my twitter feed rarely gets any TLC right now… well I’m going to try and explain.
I’ve lost my fizz, I’ve lost my motivation… not for blogging, I love my blog but I’ve lost my motivation for being happy and outgoing.
I began this year on such a mental high, I was driven to my blog and it was clear I was loving everything, for everything to be shattered only a couple of weeks later. My Father In Law has been taken seriously poorly, my Mother In Law has had to leave work to care for him (she works with my husband, the share a business) so I opted to get involved with the business and do what I could. I’ve only been able to work 2, sometimes 3 days a week (during school hours) but this chewed up my blogging time as I can only make my brain work in daylight hours.
I am heartbroken for my Father In Law, he is suffering with a condition called Amaloidosis and is now on a strict Chemotherapy regime. I fully intend to blog about the condition in time when I can put my knowledge into words and also hope to raise awareness of it.
I also have my own woes, I am currently awaiting an operation for Endometriosis so each month I enter a very bad few days which again puts me behind – again I intend to blog about that too… and some point!
So in the meantime I have effectively I kissed goodbye to my decent blogging hours, as a result I’ve reigned in how much work I commit too for now so that I can focus on my immediate family, my in-laws, my house, my kids, our family business, the rapidly increasing amount of laundry and the dog! Everything mounts up so quickly and it’ll take me days to catch up.
I am still here, I’m not going anywhere but I am certainly not here as much as I use to be.
Now with the Easter Holidays upon us my life is going to change again as when the holidays are over Leah begins her 3 year Nursery Funding and will be going to Nursery every weekday afternoon. As yet I am hoping this doesn’t have much of an impact on how I work for the family business but time will tell. But I am hoping the extra hours Leah is in nursery and I am home I can get a decent amount of blogging.
Time will tell.