Megan – 3 years on.

My dear Megan,

How I dislike this annual heartache.

This weekend is to be a really tough. 3 years have passed since we discovered we had lost you, there has not been a single day go by where I don’t think about you. How on earth have I managed 3 years? Its still unfair now, you should be here with us.

I think about the little girl you would have become, your chatter, laughter, fun and frolics. What would your hobbies been, your likes and dislikes?!

What would you look like? Would you have Daddy’s smile, Mummy’s eyes or Lewis’s nose?!

I still thank you immensely for giving us Leah, our rainbow baby, our gift from you. Thank you for looking over us all and keeping us all strong.

This weekend will be tough for us all, today I will remember the pain of knowing you were no longer alive but still kept you close by and then Sunday it will be the pain of knowing I was going to give birth to you and lose you forever.

On Sunday Mummy and Daddy will come to visit you at the memorial, we shall bring your annual Christmas plant and stay with you for a while.

We will miss you always.

Love you always angel.

xxx

2 Comments

  1. AtoZ Mummy

    17th December 2013 at 10:33 am

    Hugs to you my lovely. I just know your beautiful baby is smiling down on you xxxxx

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